damned post

Man, I hate typing out a huge post, asking it to spellcheck, and then having all of that work disappear. 4 full paragraphs of angst, down the tubes. I guess it was good to get it out and on the screen, but largely angering to have lost it all. Feh.

So, no. The opening I applied for was taken by another. Was it for the best? I would like to think so. The last opportunity I lept for came to be entirely changed and if I actually was accepted would of fully hated the outcome. Hopefully, this is the same and I am not missing anything by not being admitted into the development side of things. But then again, I don't wish ill tidings on the crew that's there and certainly not on my partner that's within that very group that I most recently applied for.

The better outlook is that it was simply not for me, even though it hurts to be rejected.